A Real One

Don’t repeat this but… Today was typically strange and supriseing, i awoke around 10:45 after wrestling with my mind for a good hour and a half because of the fact that i have a hard time sleeping in. I went downstairs to find out something cool, my sister who is staying with me (due to the fact that no one in my family seems to have there crud together) had completely cleaned my whole downstairs area aka the living room. I was like “oh man what a start to a good day”. After a whole morning of my little sister making me stuff catering to my every needs i finally threw some of my favorite rags into the washer and dryer while waiting i proceeded to shower watch a documentary and call my friends to see if they wanted to skate which i see a nice thing to do on a day off. Skating with my friends is not like you would imaging skating with people to be. All the kids i skate with are social outcasts. We Spend most of our time watching a learning about skating and nerding out about it more than we actually skate. Anywho i went skating way later than i even wanted to i was an hour awayy from church so i decided to skate home.

Now Growing up i lived in Montana in a semi secluded part away from civilization with an anti-social family. I was my own best friend for 13 solid years. So i really only know how to rightly act when i’m around myself and my mind gets in a state of total maturity because when im with people i feel that all i eyes are on me and i have to be energenic and stand out. Being a 19 year old with this sort of social awkwardness really means that i dont get taken serious all to often and i am starting to reaize that i need to tone myself down so that maybe i can get taken serious by people instead of being seen as a court jester.

Mature thoughts i had on the way home:

i should end this now.

as if i would write like that!
lulz this is the first and last serious bloggggg!