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Don’t repeat this but…a moment ago i was inspired to think of new song lyrics when i caught an ant crawling up my leg.

when the ant crawled up my leg i thought about an ants love of things sweet and how it must think I’m sweet or something the way it was running up my leg…

so here is the lyric i composed on the spot.
“The Girls so sweet she got ants under her cloths”

so from there I’m going to think of some lyrics about things that happened today.
like when i got called into work.
“back to the salt mines until days end, gotta hustle that dolla that payz fo my benz”

or my bike and all its majesty.
” Is it passion or lust? baby let whipe you dry so you dont rust”

or starcraft this game i somehow just got into.
“gotta evolve your hive, niggas zerg rushing daily just to survive”

the thing about lyrics though is you don’t read em like i read em.
when i read em i have the tempo of the lyric is my head so as I’m probably sure as i do, you probably feel awkward reading them, like when people ask me to delete them by posting bulletins with lyrics on them i just get a awkward feeling after reading the first line. I don’t freaking care about your feelings especially if you can find them in billion dollar pop songs….or should i care….

Dont repeat this guys but awkward is so hot right now.

p.s-not to mention you reading boring blogs

A Real One

Don’t repeat this but… Today was typically strange and supriseing, i awoke around 10:45 after wrestling with my mind for a good hour and a half because of the fact that i have a hard time sleeping in. I went downstairs to find out something cool, my sister who is staying with me (due to the fact that no one in my family seems to have there crud together) had completely cleaned my whole downstairs area aka the living room. I was like “oh man what a start to a good day”. After a whole morning of my little sister making me stuff catering to my every needs i finally threw some of my favorite rags into the washer and dryer while waiting i proceeded to shower watch a documentary and call my friends to see if they wanted to skate which i see a nice thing to do on a day off. Skating with my friends is not like you would imaging skating with people to be. All the kids i skate with are social outcasts. We Spend most of our time watching a learning about skating and nerding out about it more than we actually skate. Anywho i went skating way later than i even wanted to i was an hour awayy from church so i decided to skate home.

Now Growing up i lived in Montana in a semi secluded part away from civilization with an anti-social family. I was my own best friend for 13 solid years. So i really only know how to rightly act when i’m around myself and my mind gets in a state of total maturity because when im with people i feel that all i eyes are on me and i have to be energenic and stand out. Being a 19 year old with this sort of social awkwardness really means that i dont get taken serious all to often and i am starting to reaize that i need to tone myself down so that maybe i can get taken serious by people instead of being seen as a court jester.

Mature thoughts i had on the way home:

i should end this now.

as if i would write like that!
lulz this is the first and last serious bloggggg!